In loving memory of Jay Aumock, my son who lost his battle with depression.
He took his own life on Aug 29th 2006.
If you knew Jay please contact me as I would love to hear from his friends.If you didn’t know him and just want to talk please contact me.
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Jay asked Jesus into his heart and secured his place in heaven. If you are struggling with life as my son did please find someone who can tell you about the love of Jesus.
On 13 June 2007 Jay’s granny Jane Williams went home to be with the Lord. This is the second saddest time of my life.
29 Aug 2007. Today is the 1st anniversary of Jay’s going home. The Lord has been so faithful just like He promised. He has shown me many miracles that prove that my son is with Him.
14 Jun 2008. Our beloved Shadow was put to sleep today due to cancer. She was a good dog and will be missed.
5 Aug 2008. Good old Bubba was put down today. He was roughly 36 yrs old. If he were human he would have been well over 100 yrs old. Mr Fennell called him a country gentleman. He did hundreds of childrens birthday parties.He was our little cream colored pony.
29 Aug 2008. It is the second anniv since Jay left. I miss him very much and can’t wait to spent eternity with him.
26 Dec 2008. Lost our friend Mr James Fennell. We have many good memories of him. He taught me to love driving ponies. He was Bubba’s owner until Bubba retired with us. Now they are doing pony rides together in heaven.
15 May 2009. Wow! Double wammy today. Lost a neighbor. I wish that I had chatted with you more. Love the knife you made!
15 May 2009. Found out from a phone call that Jay’s father Gregory Paul Urisen passed away in his sleep last night. What a wonderful reunion between father and son! They hadn’t seen each other in many years.
7 Jun 2009. A dear friend lost her 21 yr old son on this day. Take it from me Liz, the Lord will see you and Mark thru this!! Love you guys!!
IF TOMORROW STARTS WITHOUT ME
If tomorrow starts without me,
And I’m not there to see,
If the sun should rise and find your eyes
All filled with tears for me;
I wish so much you wouldn’t cry
The way you did today,
While thinking of the many things,
We didn’t get to say.
I know how much you love me,
As much as I love you,
And each time that you think of me,
I know you’ll miss me too;
But when tomorrow starts without me,
Please try to understand,
That an angel came and called my name,
And took me by the hand,
And said my place was ready,
In heaven far above,
And that I’d have to leave behind
All those I dearly love.
But as I turned to walk away,
A tear fell from my eye,
For all my life, I’d always thought,
I didn’t want to die.
I had so much to live for,
So much left yet to do,
It seemed almost impossible,
That I was leaving you.
I thought of all the yesterdays,
The good ones and the bad,
I thought of all that we shared,
And all the fun we had.
If I could relive yesterday,
Just even for a while,
I’d say good-bye and kiss you
And maybe see you smile.
But then I fully realized,
That this could never be,
For emptiness and memories,
Would take the place of me.
And when I thought of worldly things,
I might miss some tomorrow,
I thought of you, and when I did,
My heart was filled with sorrow.
But when I walked through heaven’s gates,
I felt so much at home.
When God looked down and smiled at me,
From His great golden throne,
He said, “This is eternity,
And all I’ve promised you.”
Today your life on earth is past,
But here life starts anew.
I promise no tomorrow,
But today will always last,
And since each day is the same way,
There’s no longing for the past.
So when tomorrow starts without me,
Don’t think we’re far apart,
For every time you think of me,
I’m right here, in your heart “
– Author Unknown